__Afise me!Afise me sou
leo” , fonakse me oli tis tin dinami. “Afise me, giati
tha sou kano megali zimia!” apilouse tora. “Tha to
fisas kai de tha sou krionei.T`akous???” griniaze. Adikos
kopos. Den mporouse na tin akousei.Den mporouse na tin katalavei.
I mikri Lilika to pire pia apofasi pos to moro tha tin
katestrefe. Opos kai kathe etoimothanatos pou exei sinesthisi oti
tha pethanei, kanei enan apologismo tis zois tou, etsi kai i
mikri Lilika eide tin zoi tis na pernaei mprosta apo ta matia tis
san tis tainies pou evlepe palia otan tin kratouse agkalia i
Sofia.
__Stin arxi ponouse poli. Oi makries
velones tin tripousan kathe ligo kai ligaki, kathos eravan to
soma tis.Epeita, ekeini i grioula me ta perierga gkrinoprasina
matia, pou kata periergo tropo eixan diaforetiki apoxrosi to ena
me to allo, tis edikse to foustanaki pou tis eixe rapsi.Galazio,
makri os tous astragalous, me volanakia ki ena asorti kapelaki.Ta
matia tis Lilikas koitaksan me thavmasmo to foustani tis. I
grioula me ta perierga matia tis to forese, legontas tis glika
logakia gia to poso omorfi einai kai to posa paidakia tha tin
pothisoun. I Lilika itan eftixismeni. I zoi tis arxize.
__I grioula irthe kai tin pire apo
to rafi. “Ti simvainei”, aporise i Lilika. “Pali
kseskonizma? Afou to proi me kseskonises”, griniakse. Eixe
idi dio mines sto rafi. I arxiki xara kai anipomonisia tis
niotis, eixe pia perasei gia na antikatastathei apo tin apoliti
variemara. Gia auto kai den pistepse sta matia tis otan eide tin
grioula na rotaei tin mikroula Sofia an auti itan i koukla pou
dialekse. “Nai, nai! Autin thelo”, fonakse me
enthousiazmo i Sofia. I Lilika eroteftike me tin proti matia tin
Sofia. Ta prasina matakia tis astraftan apo xara, kathos
periergazotan tin nea tis kouklitsa. Omos kai ta galana matakia
tis kouklas koitazan erevnitika to neo tou afentiko.xamogelase
sto koritsaki. “nai, mou areseis”, skeftike. “Esu
eisai tora to afentiko mou”.
__I zoi me tin Sofia itan iperoxi.
Paixnidia, xares, gelia. I Sofia, pou itan apo tin fisi tou poli
romantiko koritsaki, kathe toso, zitouse apo tous goneis tis na
tis feroun enan filo gia tin Lilika. “Den mporei na einai
xoris to agori tis i Lilika”, paraponiotan ston patera tis
kathe toso.Perasan ateliotes ores paizontas oloi mazi, i Lilika
me tin Sofia kai tous kavalierous tis. Tous evaze na xorevoun, na
tragoudane kai na paizoun ta paramithia. I Lilika kokkinize kathe
fora pou thimotan pos i Sofia tin evaze na aggaliazei poli sfixta
ton Oresti, etsi legan ton agapimeno tis, kai na ton filaei
mprosta stous goneis tis. “Afou ki esu kaneis to idio me ton
mpampa”, elege kathe fora i Sofia otan kata kokkini i mama
tis tin malone. “Allo auto” elege ntropiasmeni i mama
tis kai i Lilika iremouse stin idea oti den itan mono auti pou
ntrepotan.Tote empaine stin mesi i Antonia.
__To misouse auto to koritsi.
Ntrapike poli otan anagkastike na paradextei ston Oresti pos
kathe fora pou i mitera, estelne gia ipno ta koritsia legontas “grigora
sto krevati prin erthei o kakos likos na sas faei”, ekeini
efxotan na kathisterouse ligo i Antonia oste na tin etroge o
likos.Anakoufistike otan akouse ton Oresti na tis leei pos ki
autos efxotan to idio. I Antonia itan paliokoritso.
__Tria xronia megaliteri apo tin
Sofia, nomizontas pos to na eisai to megalitero paidi sou dinei
to pronomio na vasanizeis ta mikrotera, ekane tin zoi tis Sofias
kolasi. Oso itan mikres, koroideve tin Sofia pou den mporouse na
treksei ston kipo, na paiksei me ta alla paidia, eno parotrine ta
paidia tis geitonias na petane skoupidia ston dromo gia na
empodizoun tin Sofia na kikloforei.Argotera, koroideve tin
kaimenoula tin Sofia gia ton klisto xaraktira tis, gia tin
monaxikotita tis kai tin apokalouse panta stis files tis “Trikiklo”.
__I Lilika den mporouse na katalavei
giati i Antonia misouse toso tin Sofia. Isos giati itan to paidi
pou prosexan perissotero oi goneis, auti pou eixe oti kai opote
ithele xoris na tis xalane xatiri, i isos akoma giati parolo pou
itan anapiri, itan toso aksiozilefta omorfi kai ntelikati, oso
den tha mporouse na ginei pote auti.
__I Antonia itan panta i aitia pou
eklege i Sofia. Tin eixe dei polles fores na palevei na pniksei
ta dakria tis kathos glistrouse grigora, grigora tis rodes apo to
karotsaki tis gia na paei na klistei sto domatio tis. I Lilika
prospathouse na tin parigorisei, tis xamogelouse, tis elege pos
ekeini tin agapaei, pos olos o kosmos tin agapaei kai pos den
eprepe na afine tin kakia aderfi tis na tin pligonei.Adikos kopos
omos. To oti i Antonia perpatouse kai i Sofia oxi, itan auto pou
tin stenaxorouse pio poli ap`ola. I Lilika misouse afantasta tin
Antonia. Isos oso misouse ki ekeini tin Sofia.Mono pou i Lilika
den mporouse na vlapsei tin Antonia.I Antonia omos ta katafere.
__Gia mines kathotan sto krevati tis
Sofias kai eklaige aparigorita i Lilika. Tis itan adinaton na to
pistepsei pos i Sofia den zouse pia. Ekeini tin eixe skotosei.
Ekeini. Ekeini eftaige. Mono Ekeini.
__I Sofia eixe patisei pia ta
dekapente kai itan iperoxi, paroli tin anapiria tis. I mitera tis
den epave na tis leei pos tha mporouse na ginei montelo, plousia
kai diasimi. Itan toso, ma toso omorfi! Kai i Antonia eskage apo
tin zilia tis.Se ena apo ta party tis Antonias itan pou gnorise
ton Aleksi.
__Pasxize na odigisei to karotsaki
tis pros to domatio tis, alla dekades paidia empainan ston dromo
tis kai tis strifogirizan to karotsaki tis. Itan ki auto ena apo
ta paixnidia tis Antonias. Xairotan na vazei tous allous na
vasanizoun tin aderfi tis, gia na niothei isos ligoteres tipseis
mia kai pou den tha itan i moni.I Sofia eixe zalistei. Ekeini
omos den stamatousan. Paleve na vrei ton dromo tis, prospathontas
tautoxrona xoris megali epitixia na katapiei ta dakria tis. Den
mporeis na paleveis gia dio pragmata tautoxronos kai na
katafereis kai ta dio.Tote mpike o Aleksis stin mesi. Astrapse
ena xastouki ston xeirotero apo tous vasanistes tis, pisto
tsiraki tis Antonias kai enas apo tous pollous erastes pou eixe
os tote kai epiase me apofasistikotita to karotsaki tis
Sofias.Afou ekane kapoio kirigma ithikis, prosthetontas sto telos
pos ekeinoi den katalavainan apo toso simantika pragmata me tin
xamili noimosini tous, odigise to karotsaki pros ton diadromo tou
spitiou. I Sofia, paleve akoma gia na katapiei ta dakria tis, mi
thelontas na dosei ston Aleksi tin xara na tin dei na klaiei.
Akoma ki an mporouse na niosei pos ekeinos itan diaforetikos.
__Ton agapise keravnovola kai tin
eroteftike ki ekeinos amesos. Zisan mazi iperoxes stigmes.
Agapouse tin Sofia gia auto pou itan. Agapouse akoma kai tin
anapiria tis pou den ton enoxlouse. I Sofia petouse sta sinnefa.
I eftixia tis omos den kratise poli. Pali xaris s`autin. I zilia
pou tin katetroge, den tin afine na isixasei. Methise s`ena
party, toso, oso xriazotan gia na mporei na paiksei theatro. Gia
olous i Antonia itan sknipa sto methisi. Poios tha analamvane na
tin paei spiti tis? O kalos o Aleksis fisika. O Aleksis den
xalouse pote xatiri stin sofia kai gnorize pos ekeini tha
stenaxoriotan an den tin pigene autos sto spiti. Gia auto kai den
distase oute stigmi. Auto itan to lathos tou.
__Ola itan entaksi ki ekeinos den
mporese oute lepto na ipopsiastei to sxedio tis.Ekeini, kanontas
tin arosti apo to methisi, tou zitise na kanoun mia stasi sto
dromo. Autos, stamatise to autokinito tou. Kathisan ligo parapano
apo misi ora ekei mexri na iremisei. Mexri na tou dosei tin adeia
na ksanafigoun.Otan eftasan sto spiti, ekeini ton apoxairetise
stin porta kai mpike mesa. Itan Arga. Oi dikoi tis koimontousan
apo noris. Ekeini evale mprosta to sxedio tis. Kseskise ta rouxa
tis, anakatose ta malia tis, xtipise to soma tis mexri na
melaniasei kai anevike sto domatio ton goneion tis.
__Pos gnorize i Lilika alitheia ola
auta? Eixe tin tixi na parapesei apo to karotsaki tis Sofias ston
kanape. I mitera tis eixe asteieftei pos i Lilika ithele na
koimithei ston kanape simera. Gia auto kai tin afisan ekei. Etsi
i Lilika ta eide ola. Akouse ta klamata tis Antonias kathos
eksistorouse ton viasmo tis stous afonous goneis tis kai stin
aposvolomeni Sofia.
__O kosmos tis Sofias gkremistike.
Adika prospathise ekeinos na tis eksigisei polles fores. Logo
paraklisis tis Antonias, oi goneis tis den tou ekanan minisi.
Afou itan athoos aloste. Agapouse tin Sofia kai mono tin Sofia
tou. I Sofia marazose siga siga.Meta Apo ena peripou mina, irthe
kai to kako.
__I Antonia mpike me tin Lilika sta
xeria tis, gia na tin dosei sto “kaimeno to thlimeno
anapiro” se mia prospatheia na pisei tous goneis tis pos
den tin xaropoiouse to olo thema. Kai tin vrike ekei, ksaplomeni
sto krevati tis. Sta xeria tis kratouse to aspro kounelaki pou
tis xarise o Aleksis sta dekata ekta tis genethlia.Mono pou tora
den itan aspro. To kounelaki itan kata kokkino.Akoma kai to roz
nixtiko tis Sofias itan kokkino. Aimata. Aimata pantou. I Sofia
eixe autoktonisei.
__Gia xronia meta oi tipseis tis
Antonias den tin eixan afisei se isixia.Megalose, pantreftike kai
ekane kai ena moro, auto to anathematismeno moro pou tis travouse
tora ta malia.Oxi. I Lilika den mporese na sigxorisei tin
Antonia. Oute kai tha mporouse pote na to kanei.Pasxize gia
xronia na vrei me poio tropo tha timorouse tin Antonia.Ksafnou,
to gnosto lampaki, anapse pano apo to kefali tis kouklas.
__To moro den iksere pos mia panini
koukla den mporei na perpataei. Den iksere oti itan kako pragma
pou i koukla perpatouse. Iksere mono pos ithele na tin piasei. O
ponos pou eniose i Lilika kathos epefte apo ta skalopatia den
itan tipota mprosta stin idoni pou eniose kathos akouge to moro
na vgazei to sterno tou klama kathos katrakilouse ta
skalia.Koitakse me xamogelo to moro pou ksepsixouse. “Auti
itan i timoria sou gia tin Sofia” eipe.Kai epitelous
mporese na isixasei.
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